Thursday, January 13, 2005

The Road Not Taken

I see half of my friends happily searching for a job. I see the other half skipped to college. Where am I going now? What will I do?

Work

What if I work at the merry Jusco Home Centre pet store? It’ll be heaven. I’ll be surrounded by wonderful creatures. I can fight, argue and talk crap with my irritating boss. I can have a snake around my neck or a blue tongued skink on my shoulder everyday. I can fill my boredom.

But. My life will revolve around the pet store. I will not have time for family and friends. Especially, my sayang Yau Chuan. I will be working 10 hours everyday with just one day off. I will be working on weekends. Weekends, the time when Yau Chuan is free from college tra tra.

College

I can’t go in the first intake because…
1. I lost my forecast
2. It’s too late

Plus, I don’t want to start getting knowledge yet. I’m not ready. It’ll be the same thing if I start college. I might not get the chance to see a lot of people.

I know I have to do something about my life. I know I have to sacrifice many things. Bear with me. I'm still learning to let go.


I feel so lifeless…


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